Hearts Journal ♥

You're my past.

2011-04-14T15:32:00.000+08:00

I'm not gonna update anything in this blog. I'll not gonna make this private yet, not deleting it too.

So my another blog is my up-to-date life story. Stay tunes people. :)

With love ♥ ,

Important news everyone!

2011-03-19T02:52:00.000+08:00

Attention!
I'm creating a new blogger with new link instead of deleting this blog.
Hmmm.. link me right?
http://sureenchin-typography.blogspot.com/

With love ♥ ,

We gonna fight for this love.

2011-01-20T02:40:00.001+08:00

Hmmm, what should I start first? "It's been a while", "I miss you, blog" or "Sorry for left you behind, bloggie"?
It was confused, and everyday story I don't feel like typing it out this way.
Or maybe I feel numb on being a blogger. Just being ordinary, but looking for something extraordinary.
It was doubt. Thanks for Chenz's love on blog influence me somehow.
I was in love on dramas and twitter and some other social networks but left blogger behind.
Lazy to upload pictures was the first point of letting blogger hidden from my sight.
Year of two thousand ten was a year which giving me quite a lot of tough times and it proved to me that what kind of personality am I having to face this that challenges. It was obvious and I dint know what can I do.
Those tough times, I struggled a lot, emo days increases definitely, and I hidden it as I don't like to really express it out. Decision-making, curioursity involve most of the parts, and of course what I thought of, my dreams. And like when you notice that you yourself not brave enough on stuff, it makes you stone there for quite a while.
Too much of thinking, and turns to be like I have no idea what's going on to myself. That kind of struggle.
Different things just pop up on different age/stage and definitely time. Just the reason why people says time changes everything. But actually we face different thing in any seconds and minutes and that's what we don't really notice about. We don't see clearly how it is.
Recently, this statement surrounding my mind and of course it applies every concept of life.
"Human has unlimited desire with limited resources." It's economy's statement actually. hehe
People around me started to blame themselves on how greedy they are on love, but this is how human acts like. We love them, we want them to love us even more. We miss them everyday, we want them to miss us every seconds/minutes. These examples maybe not effective on what I am trying to say, but its something like that. We have too much desire and turn all of us greedy. We just have to control and follow heart.

Life now slightly hectic, non of the subjects I'm truly confident of. But I can do this. :)

I love to come back here, my typography. But lazy breaks my readers heart, sorry.

With love ♥ ,

Never knew I needed.

2010-12-23T06:10:00.006+08:00

Left a week more time, I need to go back college life. urgh!
It's not enough at all for me, issshh. I need more holidayss. :) :)
And tomorrow is Christmas eve, today is gathering for all student reporters but I can't make it.
I know it made juniors and buddies got a little disappointed, I'm sorry and I know you did well.
Going A' Famosa later, spa or sauna anyone? Hopefully I can take more nice pictures there.
Organize plans plans plans, hopefully its all move on well. I can't wait seriously.
Lately, people can go wild sometimes and back to normal after. Then we girls gone wild that day. lol

My sweetheart Weny, she's hot like always.

My darling Wenz, will you be the future photographer? x)

My super koreanfan friend, Alexis. Should chat more next time. :)

Christmas coming real soon, and I'm not yet done with my Christmas shopping.

lack-of-time-lack-of-time-lack-of-time-lack-of-time-lack-of-time-lack-of-time-lack-of-time-lack-of-time

Christmas presentsss, I need to get quite a few of them. I need to shout help quite a lot.

Not white Christmas this year but more to redish pink purple Christmas and I love it.

One of my favorite Tumblr picture that I've reblog from otherss.

Dear lovely Santa, This year I'd like to have a wonderful Christmas with everyone's smile
or maybe more new clothes will do? hehehe

My first Christmas present this year from Elizabeth and I love it.

The words are sweeter than you do, Eli. Hahaha x)

Turkey with partay on Christmas eve please, family day on Christmas day, hang out on second day of Christmas. More partayyss people kay? :)

Never knew I needed,

It wasn't clear but a smile helps more.

With love ♥ ,

That was just a dream

2010-12-23T03:05:00.005+08:00

I suppose update a lot about me in this holidays I having now. But I was shoo lazy.
I found a lot of answers about struggle? about how to smile? about life sucks or better?
Sometimes, you choose to care then to the stage of getting attention from others, it might turns pathetic.
Sometimes, you just choose to think so much for not to get the same thing comes back to you.
Every single way you choose to change can make yourself turn even bitchy or not but better.
When you start anything before, you just have to follow your heart and work on wisely.

"Too much of anything can make you sick

Even the good can be a curse

Makes it hard to know which road to go down

Knowing too much can get you hurt"

You'll never know what turns up to what, how turns to be how.
Getting lost, nothing to be blame, this is a life stage to move on.

Determination. It's a definite.

Note to self, nothing is better than being yourself.

With love ♥ ,

Moody, I hate you.

2010-12-15T23:32:00.000+08:00

I'm back to blogger.Finals are over, holidays start.
Nothing is good, my life is boring. I never see any goods in my life.
I wonder how people can express whatever they think in words on blog. I wonder how.
The matter is I started to love keeping things inside instead of expressing out.
Some people said, they could forget nightmares and memories. But why my mind can remember whatever weird happen or nightmares on me? I would never love it comes back again on me.
Especially memories in national service, I swear I never wanna go back that dark place again.
People says, nightmare maybe is a sign for us to move on forward or beware on things around us.
But what if it happen the same way again like you dream of?
I rather question marks than a full-stop. I never love this year seriously.
I have not get rid of the fear or I'm still stay on my past? I know I've change completely and I'm not cheerful like before. I'm even weird. I lose a lot a lot a lot this year. I'm too dumb or over-excited.
Seeing every single things go off, move away from me, my tears flow continuously.
I always remember that someone told me " The only person would save yourself is you,yourself. No one can help you unless you help yourself to move on." I choose not to rely anymore.
I've been asking myself am I lose opportunities or chances?
I will get rid of you, or I never? I really really hate you and I always ruin things up.

With love ♥ ,

I hope it meant to be last.

2010-11-27T01:21:00.000+08:00

The month of November reminds me a lot of unhappy stuff. I wonder why it always be this month. If readers, you wanna know why am I so upset about this month, ask me personally or leave me a message in cbox or formspring. I'll let you knoww the truth.

Updates a few things about myself lately.

I'm champagne, always. I've been automatically not to step it deeper, or stopped beating. I don't know exactly why, maybe I'm still afraid once more. I should get over it, and start from the beginning.

I was emo a while about my life but Teng chilled me a lot by saying " Be yourself. You're awesome." She has faith on me, her belief made me relieved. I knew a lot of people who loves me want me to be that way but not suffer on my own or struggling and stuff.

Don't forget to love yourself. <3

My favourite girlfriend, JoYee officially "Beer". Teng and me dated her randomly, were hoping her to get over it. I was so hate the one who dumped her alone and hurt her so badly. "Chillax girl, you deserve a better one. I don't want to wait for another few more years, or not you'll get married so quickly." HAHAHA! We love you, Jo.

My oral presentation finally over. It was okayy, but over-time. I dint estimate my time for that properly. Hopefully, I get higher score on it. Thanks for Taltal being my model. :) Had lots of fun with classmates with all presentations. They're awesome.

My live demo picture for how to use compression bandage .

Gang and I went a few place to hunt for food. First was Levain, boulangerie . patisserie. That was an awesome place to crave for sweets. The girls hunt for macaroons so badly. The cakes there were so yummy, but too bad I dint have a chance to taste a bite. isshh! But still, I know I gonna go that place again. x) Second was Kepong Bak Kut Teh. It was taste okay but not for some of them, I prefer Klang onee. xD Third was K.T.Z., the one we always can see it in ss2. But we went to the Kepong one. Have fun eating there. :) Next day, Tao Cuisine buffet lunch. Awwww, all of these were great.

Thanks for Kimberly for these pictures and transport. :)

Finals are coming. Study mode please on, no more wondering, no more procrastinating. Its time for the right thing. :)

My dreams will come true, I believe that.

With love ♥ ,

gray day, im unhappy.

2010-11-11T23:38:00.003+08:00

It is my gray day, it's totally not as awesome as I thought. It's screwed up quite a lot of stuff.

Awesome morning with beautiful red sun, managed for breakfast and revisions in MCD.
Computing quiz, I'm proud of myself ,finishing it in 10mins time but three marks gone, brainlackofcellsformemorizingdefinitions. :/
Then my ~~favorite~~ Malaysian Studies quiz, I knew I'm gonna screw it like mad but all unsure answers. urgggh. -_- I know I have to get it better on finals and I will, promise. :/
Maths lessons, distracting messages and phone calls, but my brain absorb quite a number of it.
In the mean while, phone call from mum, a very bad news which have already ruin my awesome weekends with shoppingouting, yamcha day, morning jogs, driving lessons and XPAX Shout at Library, mood fall from the top building till the ground. :(
And I lose another of my relative, Rest In Peace.
I hate attend funerals, I hate seeing ambulance, I hate going to the hospital. It smells life and death, reminds me a lot about my grandparents.
After, its never be my favorite Study Skills; mid term was fine to me but my assignment one, I'm not satisfied at all because of the citation.
"I hate your sarcastic manner, I'm sick of it. Can you just be normal like more Malaysian? :/ "
Supposed to go back with my friend then end up I'm on the bus, he dint manage to run and get up to the bus. :/
Seeing clouds turned gray after the morning sun shines beautifully then it covered up. Saw the huge strong smokes from far, its bad. :/
Reached home safe but without housekeys, I need pillows and bed by that time; waited for an hour for my parents back home. :/
Double eleven and a ten is not awesome day at all to me but worse. :/

I hate the feeling of losing someone who close to me or someone I love. I wish I can never lose anyone and world in peace. No deaths, no natural disaster, no wars.

Lonely shadow huh?

Coco have to go pet hotel again. :/ Sighhh. I'll miss you.

With love ♥ ,

It's better than let it burns with no reasons.

2010-11-09T19:43:00.004+08:00

Tiring Monday, On terrifying Tuesday, Mad Wednesday, Hectic Thursday, Always-favorite Friday,

Lovely on off Weekends.

Starting the engine, and begin to race in any moment, need enough of oil for satisfaction like everyone works on burning in the midnight oil. I wonder since when I've turned to change in any random personality in any different hours, minutes and seconds. I'm so bored of being lifeless. Before making life even more abnormal, I have to make myself even more and more alive. I'm lost being alive ever since I lost the way I should be. And now finally, I got it done, I got it burns with surprise and direct reasons. Statements made, I know I'm not ready. I know I can't being in love. There was a truth that I hardly support myself to get out of way. I need studies to be my backup of all, there's a dream of mine and I don't want make it like a shooting star. I'm like a nerd now but I want to turn around. You'll see I'm not reversing.

Behind the scene ;

Such a relief, satisfaction, but imma heartbreaker. I made decision on my own and you drown. I try thinking so hard to save but middle line with no turning point. not great then fall from top.

"On the first page of our story, the future seem so bright then this thing turned out so evil

and I don't know why I'm still surprise."

And now I do what I should have done. Flashbacks are certainly good memories, lets keep it inside with a word of believe. Everything will be fine, life can be better when the moment you figure it out.
Your understanding, your trust on me, I appreciate it.

"There's nothing more to say, just smile. It's better than let it burns with no reasons."

With love ♥ ,

Shout it from the roof top.

2010-10-30T07:51:00.002+08:00

It's been a while again, my blog layout changes, I hope it looked even awesome.
I've been trying to get new ideas on this, but HTML left me since I didn't interact with it for some time.
I get some time for it to get close of HTML, understanding and tolerance. HAHA
I will update more stuff or add more gadgets on my sidebars soon enough. :)
Minutes, seconds, hours and days flies freely and faster than I expect duh.
Mid term examination was ended last week, and I enjoyed spent my five days holidays with sleeping, eating and walking [ I nearly forgot about my leg sprain and walk normally all the time].
And of course, results were out but not all I got to know. It was average I guess.
The only subject I'm not satisfied at all was my Finite Mathematics. It was so horrible.
Its all because of my terrible laziness and smart procrastinator. :/
Mid term really awakes me from dreams, I'm working really hard after this lesson.
Two presentations and an assignment were all come in once after my mid term week which is this week and it already passed or not I won't be free on posting this.
Life gonna turns to be even more hectic than before.
My to-do-list is increasing, seven tasks on my hands now. What comes first and end last on my organization. Hopefully, my organization is better than last month so I won't rush that hard.

Toodles ♥

P/S - I'm not special, I knew. the way it lied, I wasn't like it so much.
P/S/S - Social network really kills all my time,
I'm not addicted on facebook that much, but tumblr I heart a lot.
Amazing pictures, lovely quotes, typography of awesome people. Follow me as tumblr user. :)
I'll update my tumblr more than blogger.

With love ♥ ,

2010-10-13T18:22:00.002+08:00

Dear bloggie, you're like so dead now. I miss you!

It'd been a few times I opened my dashboard, selected to the new post.
And I couldn't type anything at all. Lacked of ideas and imagination, I got lost there. :O
Not making my bloggie dull.Here comes my updates of recent life and stuff. :P
Recently, I finished up my assignments and today's early morning assignment plus presentation.
Then, I'm officially P licence driver after so long time, falling down from slope was a mess after all.
Besides, a fact that never gonna turns better which is my clumsiness, I fell down from slope on last Saturday, the day before triple ten.
It was horrible, and I realized I sprained my leg until I had my seat at LRT.
Not expecting it turned even worse until the day after my driving test.
I felt pain even I'm on bed. Went to "urut" clinic yesterday, doctor was said that it didn't turned that serious yet the injury had dragged a few days already.
When the moment I fear on stairs, but there's a lot a lot of stairs all around me especially college. :'(
Lately, I'd been surrounded with the topic of "Depression". I'm not being negative here but its true.
This is how I realize all about it. Last few days ago, I was chating with Shu Yi, my favourite reminder every night for course works and stuff.
We got reminded to work on our summary exercise and the first passage was all about "Depression". We were so stress about everything then on the mean while, DEPRESSION keep appearing.
The next day noon time after the night discussed with Shu Yi, I was flipped over The Star newspaper nearby our famous mamak restaurant there, Ali Maju and I saw a super long article about "Depression" again. Gossh!
Then my last English exercise in class about conflicts including frustration. It not only made me a little depressed then frustrated. I know it was so super negative.
Lastly, quizzes were end and Mid term is coming super fast. I'm so not finish preparing.
Good luck to me and all HMC students.

P/S - I want my left leg recover as fast as possible! I wanna jump more. There's two events next month. Dodgeball Competition and Penang Marathon.

P/S/S - Recently, I've been stalking CDL. It attracted me a lot, I wanted to watch the last competition tonight but how? =/

P/S/S/S - I wonder super a lot this few days, and now I stop. It's better to be unknown. :)

Picture of the day. :))

With love ♥ ,

Same old me oh.

2010-10-03T01:36:00.002+08:00

Same old me, doing the same old things.

I need to go dreamland to search for doraemon. xD

I need doraemon to invent me some secret weapons or gadgets.

To get rid my same old habitsss, harddd to cure. Gossh!

I'm not brave enough, still so unstable, still so lazyy, still so dontreallybelieveinmyself.

It sucks really, after it get across the line, it turns up lost control with unstable remote.

Sighh. I need miserable. Time for packed schdule for study, planning on library study.

Probably a better place for me to get prepared for mid-term. I cannot stay the same anymore.

Here comes a random picture collage out of the topic.

My favourite naughty baby.

my dad drives that naughty drives also, then climb up high then pretend nothing.

*shake headd*

With love ♥ ,

2010-10-02T02:18:00.001+08:00

Time passes fast, its already my fifth week in Help UniColl.
This life like what I've expected. Second week, I have called to do and prepare assignments.
Update bloggie once a week or two week once. I started felt that bloggie had the feeling numb.

I was stresss, I was trying to help myself out, I was thinking a better way, I was reminding myself about to change, I slept really late past few days, I got crazy and suckie days, I learning to enjoy instead of push myself. Not to let myself lose control, stay on my own.

These are what I've been doing or what had I thought. Goshh, it sucks.
I'm so tired this week, always fall asleep while on the bus/ LRT but luckily. I made it to awake myself.
Everything comes on a pack, quizzes and all assignments, after complete the tasks, there's mid term coming for you. Its a whole one set thing. I should less playful, less outing, less dramas but more to sleep and study.

Eyebag so thick noww, gossh! Now, I'm like a bed lover but not the midnight cat.
Lots of pictures I need to upload, but my laziness couldn't cure huh?

17th of September 2010 :-: HMC Orientation Night.

meeting new people is so so fun , I'm quite enjoying it.

Esther, Alvin and Tasha! x)

Bunch of them, nice to meet the new people. :)

Rou Jun and Su Shern.

22th of September 2010 :-: Kimberly's birthday outing after class.

rocker, crazier, noisy, tiny, cinderella, model, tough driver.

Group picture in Pizza Hut besides Hye Jung, she was the photographer.

Kimberly and Xiao Li, tiny.

Hye Jung and noisy Rexmond.

Funny expression really.

Happy birthday, Kimberly. I'm glad you enjoy a lot that day.

Camwhore. x)

26th of September 2010 :-: This is so-called assignment outing.

climb up and down the stairs its more like twice of batu caves stairs, tiring but fun.

Bryan, Keith,Wai Ren, Faye, Kimberly and I.

With love ♥ ,

Oh, dear diary.

2010-09-19T00:29:00.002+08:00

I have a lot of stories on my mind. I thought I can type it out, but I couldn't.
It's weird, but I don't get why? Especially what I feel, I don't understand.
I wanna start this way for this post, since I dint touch that way for quite some while.

Dear diary,
It's been a while, I stop writing you. There's matters around, unpredictable but understood. I still smile, I still stand up. I told my friend to love something that don't usually love. I'm trying it on myself, to understand so to love. Create good ways to make life turns even better. Precisely goals that we usually aim, and run after it. I do have my own goals, there's reality ones and also imaginations. I love my awesome life now. The same old me with strong curiosity and weird ideas, I want to be the same old me in some ways. But the other point of me, I want to change. Something different on myself especially to get a talent. I'll never thought of that since I'm randomly doing stuff around.A question mark, how? Recently, I couldn't stand people don't trust on me. Can you just give me a little trust and a big smile on whatever? I would never want to show up a bad end point. Assignments now all around me, I wanna close my eyes and open, then tell myself back to reality. Sophia refreshed back something that I'm really missing it, high school moments. And yes, everything is gonna be still very fine. Collegemates are crazy awesome peoples, realizing that quite a number of sea parkians in HELP. Its fun duh, I still couldn't find myself a suitable society to go yet. =/
Believe me or not, I don't know what it feels like anymore.
I'll always smile, and tell myself tomorrow will be a better day.
With love ♥ ,

Last week updates.

2010-09-16T14:32:00.001+08:00

It's been a while I did'nt updated my blog, all because I'm lazy and busy.
Hehehe. I'm gonna update about movies and my raya holidays.
I watched two movie in a week, outing with two group of peoples.
8th of September, for assignment observation, my college mates and I planned to go Mid Valley after my one computer lab class. All of us are so excited besides someone have to go back late and jealous. hahaha.
We went there for gym and car wash observation. Due to the raya holidays, most of the consultant in the gym on leave. It made tiny and I don't know what to do and finally thought of interview my mum.
While waiting for the guys to come after their class, the girls started shopping.
The first time knowing Hye Jung can be so crazy, and we're just so excited to walk every shop in a row. lol.
After meeting the guys, we go for movie, Step Up 3. It was so awesome.
Then, we went for dinner in The Gardens. Hye Jung highly recommended us after seeing the restaurant we randomly choose to go. Her expression was so funny. lol.
Took quite a number of pictures in the restaurant.
And by the way, thanks for Kimberly fetching me home that day. x)

We put all menu like this on the table, try to make curves.

Hye Jung, our korea friend. :)

Kimberly, she can be really hot duh. hehehe.

Me, Tiny and Hye Jung. Finally show up my tiny. awww, she's adorable.

Wai Ren behind us.

Our group picture. xD

10th of September, the day I ffk an outing with NS buddies and also the day I finally met with some student reporter friends especially my baobei meow, Carman.

Went to one of the camp that organised by my juniors. Meeting old friends really awesome.

Then after, we went Tropicana City Mall for movie, Resident Evil : After Life.

That movie was not bad, soon enough Resident Evil showing their next season movie.

Xiao Yu, really very long dint meet you already. You seem really fine recently.

Take Care. :)

Syunsuke Kojima, hahaha. A really nice friend of mine, recently dint go out yamcha anymore.

We must go out together again kayy?! Take care. :)

Willow, the act cool and kind one. We'll find you one day, don't worry. hahaha.

Take care. :)

My dear Suzanne, we should really go out often since we're always with topics around.

Form six life hard too right? Add more oil, I miss you. Take care. :)

My bao beii meow, Carman. Feeling really far while you're at Kampar. I know you'll easily get in to the environment there, don't worry that feeling outdated already. I always get you update kay?!

I really miss you a lot, take care. :)

My sweetie, Chenz. Don't emo lahh, I'm worry about you. Stay strong, sometimes you won't get thing simple like what we wanted to. You can randomly call me when you need someone to talk with.

Come find me often, haha. Are you waiting me to drive you? I wonder. take care. :)

I'll miss you three always.

A bunch of us. Hahaa.

P/S - Thanks Kim and Chenz for fetching me back, and I know I delayed a little of time for you both's friend farewell party.

P/S/S - Went the bookfair the next day, brought 3 books from there, around RM60. Its so cheap.The books made me wanna go for travelling. Issh!

With love ♥ ,

Sometimes.

2010-09-10T22:52:00.001+08:00

Sometimes. I really think I don't deserve to have it.

Sometimes, I really think it maybe faith or destiny.

Sometimes, I thought I will move more but end up escape.

Pull me back, my heartbeat eventually stop.

I want to make it never be the same, but it's still the same.

I thought I'll never ever rely anymore, but still I did it again.

People might think that I'm stubborn enough for everything.

Hidden secret, a hardcover, a picture,

How much you can see?

I learn a lot to try, but I just can't see it on myself.

Maybe just because I don't trust myself so much.

Sometimes, I even wanna touch the sky.

With love ♥ ,

舞颜6色 Colours.

2010-09-05T01:57:00.002+08:00

舞颜6色 Colours

My awesome Saturday fulfilled with artistic and creativity of human's mind.

And yes, I'd attended this marvelous performance of art on the evening.

Venue: PJLA Theatre @ PJ Jaya One Time: 3pm

I went there with Yun Chen, and met up a few of my seniors of student reporters.

It was so unlucky that couldn't meet up with DarLeng. I miss her a lot.

Let me introduce a little about the project of sunshine which is the performance by copy and paste the description of the whole thing.

"The palette of life is to be painted with a vibrant blend of colours, each breathing its own character, whether it is the pure white innocence, or the depressing dark grey; bright yellow or morbid black. With vigorous body movements and gestures, Sunshine 6th wish to convey the significant moments in their kaleidoscopic life through expressive dance movements."

This early September, 12 young dance aficionados will compose their own version of with a touch of their own personality and individuality. It will truly be a splash of rainbow colours, whereby the Sunshine 6th shines.

On the performance, the dancers performed quite a number of dances in a short period of time.

Example like Traditional malay,indian&chinese dance, their own created dances and more.

Seeing how professional they are, and of course, their hard work pays off all.

I love the choreography of the dances, it was so amazing.

Even their lighting design and also background musics, but their PA system not stable enough.

The performance was really great! I hoping to watch such performance once more.

She's one of the awesome, one of the dancer and also one of my senior. :P

P/S - Whoever interested to watch the performance, the last show will be on Sunday, 3pm at the same location. RM25 for per person. You won't regret to go, trust me.

P/S/S - Sweetie Chenz, sorry and thanks for being patience. Luckily, I reach home and you're still there for me. Stay happy always, girl.

With love ♥ ,

Happy Independance Day.

2010-09-01T00:50:00.004+08:00

The night before Independent Day, I went for Merdeka Night Marathon at Klang Valley.
That marathon was so horrible, bad organization really.
I ran 10km instead of 7km and I got lost there without any polices or committees guiding us.
Besides that, they din't even put papers with big arrow to show the way at the round a bout and there's another road to the shoplots. I walked another way then instead of going the right way to the round a bout.
It's so terrible lah weiii. Sue them for real, everyone complained.
Luckily, I'm not lost alone but with eight adults.
They were saying they're actually followed me til the wrong way.
I felt so sorry about that, but I'm glad that there's people behind me so I won't get lost alone.
Get lose alone on daytime its fine but night time is so scary.
Most of the shops were closed, and it's already 11something. Lights off, arghhhh!
Some of us were saying we're berkorban kepada negara for 10km running.
One of the Klang people lead us back to the stadium, everything was fine.
My dad predicted I'll got lost as well and drove back the place to look for me.
From the pro's, they're saying the organization is so bad on making this event.
A fair and square competition turned up to be freedom run with a lot of cheaters.
After this lesson, My dad assume not to let me and bro to go for night marathon. haihh!

Merdeka day, our beloved land/country's birthday.

Reminds me the song of "One Malaysia". That's the only best melody I heard for patriotism song.

Dunia kan berubah

Perubahan melingkari

Melaksana, hasrat hati

Kejayaan terbukti

Dunia, yang megah,

Dengan misi, yang gagah,

Kerana, perpaduan,

Kita masih bersama.

Kita, satu bangsa, kita, satu Negara,

Kita satu matlamat, huh

Kita satu bangsa, satu Negara,

Kita, Satu Malaysia

Ooh..bermulanya

Sekarang

Perjalanan dilaksana

Seia, sekata, sehati, dan sejiwa

Membina, masa hadapan

Menuju kejayaan

Kita semua

Rakyat Malaysia

Harungi, saling menghormati

Kita, satu bangsa, kita, satu Negara,

Kita satu matlamat, huh

Kita satu bangsa, satu Negara,

Kita, Satu Malaysia

Kita, satu bangsa, kita, satu Negara,

Kita satu matlamat, huh

Kita satu bangsa, satu Negara,

Kita, Satu Malaysia.

P/S - Superwoman statement made me quite emo, I just feel that I'm not strong enough but in the mean time, I found that you don't trust yourself. I hope you'll find out why.

P/S/S - My new signature on the right side of the post, cool right? Hehehe.

With love ♥ ,

Latest Vacation - Damar Laut.

2010-08-31T04:04:00.001+08:00

Finally, I went for vacation after so long struggling.
A last minute decision, a surprise one, Swiss-Garden Damai Laut Golf Country Resort.
On the twentyseventh, after my class, introduction of finite mathematic, not back home but straight on to the journey and met up with my parent's friends, Anthony and Karyn.
They're really friendly and kind enough to us, they even chit-chat with us.
Stayed Damai Laut for three days and two nights, a day trip to Pangkor Island.
First night, seafood dinner, second day, seafood again in Pangkor Island but night in hotel resort which really expensive and tasted plain, third day, breakfast in hotel resort, lunch at a famous restaurant in Sungkai which serve pork knuckles and also other nice dishes.
Swam a lot really, din't went for sun bathing, and I din't get sun burn. Eat a lot like I used to.
I miss the kayak, I'm not satisfied. I want to go snorkeling but not in Pangkor, saddd.
The whole journey was quite okay, but dad got food poisoning on the second day.
He made us worried a lot but luckily he's alright after had an injection.
Pangkor and Redang, I still prefer REDANG. I love that place. :D

We went to stay their apartments instead of the beautiful hotel resort. It was fully-booked. =/

The view from Damai Laut. Look, it's Pangkor Island.

The beautiful sunset, in picture wasn't that pretty enough. Should see it yourself, readers!

Next day to Pangkor Island.

Blue sky, blue sea. From what the taxi driver said, we're now seeing Sumantera but it covers by fog.

Found weird trees in Pangkor Island, it's making me feel like autumn but not maple leaves.

In green, red, orange and yellow leaves, you can see from the picture. Cool. x)

Nice angle of photoshooting of him right? Hehe! Like an old man only ah him. :p

Pangkor Island beach.

Family picture.

Group picture of us all.

Playing jump jump jump. lol

Three females jumping like crazy.

And lastly, me. I looked tan a little more already I think.

P/S - I don't see any hot guys in Damai Laut or Pangkor Island either. Haihh!

Already gone.

2010-08-27T00:59:00.001+08:00

A bottle suppose to be full but a quarter for now.

A complete beautiful image puzzle but there's missing pieces.

It just happened, a little a little of it fly away.

Left a quarter of it on mine had already gone.

Hardly finds it back, and there's an unknown key on it.

I wonder where is it? Somewhere near or far?

And yes, now

It's officially relocked.

A very new beginning.

2010-08-25T00:24:00.003+08:00

"Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending."

quoted by Maria Robinson

Orientation day was on Monday.

It was so tiring, full of speeches and even rules.

Club & Societies, made me really excited really.

Met quite a few of new friends, they're friendly enough.

Making schedule for my first semester was terrible.

My time table is so horrible, but I think this is just a beginning.

Monday class weird, Tuesday class normal,

Wednesday class free and easy, Thursday class worst of all.

Friday class free and easy too. x)

Luckily, I got my new friends along with me.

I believe everything will be just fine. :D

Tuesday was my first day of class.
It's actually whole week will be introduction of lecturers.
In the mean time, a little speeches and a little of lessons.
My first class was E-learning and Time Management by Mr Simon Lim.
He's a nice lecturer I think but he's not teaching on the first sem. :(
He showed us the timetable of everything, assignments and this that.
It was soo packed, and I'm slightly worry about it.
Uhhh, make a difference, create miracles.
doitdoitdoitdoit, :)

P/S - I nearly forgot of my driving lessons, isshhh!

P/P/S - Vacation on friday after class til weekends, fun fun fun! x)

Clouds surrounded, but a bright light save the day.

2010-08-23T21:54:00.003+08:00

My lovely friday.

Haircut of the day, feeling fresh and new.

Dyed a little color, turns a little layer, nice fridge, I like. x)

Met girlfriend on sunway.

A little walk, a little crazy, a little sweet, it's fun.

Sleepover night full of joy with nail colors.

And guess what my toe nails are green now. Cool right?

Girl's talk, full of laughters.

We should gather more girls next time, it's gonna be even amazing.

Slept early but I'm freezing the whole night. =X

My bad saturday.

Woke up early to get off to HELP UC.

After lunch with Melody's mama, off to Times Square.

attractedstalkers,blurryreaction,lunchandshopping,

its memorable really. lets do it again! xD

But dark clouds surrounded, moody weii.

Twenty, you just fly so high up and I can't get you.

Of course, a bright light still show a little way to me.

Back home to clean up then bring my cutie to meet friends.

Went Desa Parkcity, seeing how enjoyable Coco is, I'm glad.

One cone of ice cream chill me a little.

My cutie after all, heart heart.♥

My half good sunday.

I kept my promise, I belanja family lunch in Pasta Zenmai.

Macha cha Parfaint, I'm in love. muacks. ♥

It's Lee Hom day, so 1u full of humans walking around.

Yan Shan, our very new princess of the day.

We chated a lot, but I just like to tease she's tiny. x)

Hahaha, oh ya, it's also shoe spoilt day.

Walked around, had dessert, take more pictures.

Met DarLeng and chat a little about life, miss her. :)

Shan left us, we went for comedy movie.

Movie "Adventure of the King", I laugh out loud.

Kenthucky Fried Chicken Old Man is so adorable in the movie.

Shan ♥ the tiny one, take care ahhh!

Elizabeth ♥ thanks for being generous and driver of the day.

Wenz ♥ photography of the day. x)

P/S - Feeling poor already now, I need to earn again.
P/P/S - Finally step up to a brand new life to me again. good luck to me.
:D

Say goodbye to the devil world.

2010-08-22T23:07:00.001+08:00

Alright, I finally get out from a devil world, it means I resign for real this time.
Devil world, I can describe everything is slightly like the movie "The Devil Wears Prada".
And of course, my boss is not good in trend after all.
She don't bring to me to see the world, but she shows true colors in reality to me.
She don't do it to me, but I look all these in to my eyes, it couldn't escape.
Do you believe TRUST is no more after you step on this market?
If you don't, I just can say that you've to indirectly prepare for it.
Telling all these, don't mean that I'm not happy at all in my working place.
Meeting interesting people, that's my new hobby after all.
Met quite a number of reality-attitude,dramatic ones,friendly and even cool adults.
Listened all experienced-people life stories were a very good lesson for me.
It's totally absorb in to my mind without fail, makes me know more about the world.
So conclusion: Learn HR practically makes me smart in life. O.O

I have a little boss table, like it a lot. x)

That number of files will fall one day on someone's head. Bad idea she had, trust me.

My best buddies in the office really. How adorable.

My office mama, she's so caring and friendly.

My dear Siti.

Camwhore. xD

P.S - She dint even wanna talk to me since I'm gonna leave.

MITM Travel Fair 2010.

2010-08-17T00:20:00.002+08:00

Working in travel fair was tough as I thought,

but not as what I expected on myself.

Not feeling regret but feeling even richer than before.

Precious experiences and friendship are all I gain.

Look at the brochure, all my mind full of my dream countries.

Dream, you'll just have to wait for it, I'll definitely come for you!

:-: Peeps, remember have to keep in touch and take care. :-:

突然想起了你，我心痛了。

; Maintain, not to speed up.

2010-08-15T00:45:00.002+08:00

Heart, why are you speeding up?

Maintain your speed, or not might fall on the ground.

Recently,weird me couldn't sleep well.

There's no even a perfect rest time for me.

Feeling so weak, let me fall anytime, please.

Stay calm, that's what I only can do.

>.<

; Make me touch the sky.

2010-08-13T23:58:00.001+08:00

I'm tired, make me wanna touch the sky.

It's lovely as I thought, it's sweet to my heart.

Close my eyes, make me touch the sky.

I feel everything will be fine.

Make a difference, here I come.

2010-08-10T14:17:00.000+08:00

White hair all over on me recently.

Left tired and bored, there's no more others.

I wanna leave it and go to somewhere suits me more.

But sometimes you just don't get what you want or need.

Working life, Oh my gosh. I can't wait to make a full-stop on it.

Driving exams, I'm rushing of time, I'm not really ready for it yet, I need more.

College life, I'm gonna restart my battery, make a difference, start with something new.

I'm feeling stress of driving exams, tired of working life, impatience of college life.

I nearly forgot how long I didn't have my trip holidays, I miss Redang somehow.

Hardly leave office, knowing company lack of admin and Siti in trouble.

True colors all around made me frustrated but I earn a lot and you don't

Driving is easy i know, but I'm just lack some confident on it. why?

Hopefully, uncle can maintain his temper and patience on me.

College, I'm waiting so long for being a student and time

still passes so slow, why? Impatience really me.

I need new friends, I need new things, I need.

People says I will regret to not to enjoy more.

I know I will, but I jealous who all studying.

I'm like an outsider, different world.

And I hate it. New life, please.

Lets make a difference,with smile and go. x)

Make a difference, is all on my plan list.

contacts lens ; hair style ; new watch ; new trend ; new colors ; new feeling ;

make up ; accesorizes makers ; new nail colors ; more heels ; more dresses ;

more shorts ; color hair ; new bag ; a brand new me ;

; A little of bitter, a little of sweet.

2010-08-09T23:20:00.003+08:00

"I don't want to talk about it",

it's really touched,

reminds me of honey.

; A little of bitter, a little of sweet.

Fresh milk, a bit of sweet.

Fried bittergourd, a bit of bitter.

One in a big world, a plus of bitter.

Peoples gather together, a plus of sweet.

A hole in the heart, end to a thousand of bitter.

A star on your hands, starts with any amount of sweets.

A sweet with thousand of smiles, that's what we joy for. x)

Starry, I want you.

2010-08-07T23:44:00.004+08:00

Plenty of sparkling stars, I couldn't get any of you now.

Seeing it from the ground cheer me a little so I like it a lot really.

Pieces of heart randomly flow everywhere, it's normal.

x) I want you, starry ; you're just adorable.

"Pick me a star will do to save a piece of my heart and a smile."

; Clueless.

2010-08-07T15:48:00.000+08:00

What's the point of doing dumb?

Mind, are you working well like always?

Why a single bomb will treats a wrong way?

When am I have not finish going through?

What's the point of letting pain stay?

Crazy, are you really making me more psycho?

Trouble, why are you making it?

So you think you're right or wrong?

Me, myself,

Why have you changed and you don't know?

It's that matter affected so much.

Or curiousity brings you til the end?

Is that an excuse or am I already stupid?

Worry brings fire on you,voices around have been different.

Brain, are you spoil?

I'm just clueless after all.

should know how to go,

you know Chin Sureen, aren't you?

I am just who I am.

2010-08-02T00:13:00.003+08:00

Hey you readers. Do you know me yet?
Are you sure? Besides whoever used to close to me, definitely know more than you do.
Had a marvelous lunch japanese buffet and also had a cup of green tea, I'm feeling great.
Had a amazing dinner with Chanel, Carissa, Eli and Wenz. Feeling wonderful.
Going to jog with my parents for a few km again. Not to gain weight and maintain.
Time to update something about me then.
Lets start with some camwhore pictures I took last night. :P

I am who I am. Blur? 100% YES.

Adorable? NOT. Crazy? DEFINITELY.

Playful? ALWAYS. Need a punch from me.

I can be different sometimes if I want to.

Should I make a difference on myself? YES or NO.

Coco , is my baby.

Fashion, I heart.

Paris, in my list.

Sunset, I can't stay away from my camera.

Happy or sad? You'll always get UNKNOWN.

Oh, Fly. Fly up high.

Let me reach you with all my might.

I love to fly, I shouldn't give up on flying.

It's challenging like always.

Be tough that's all I can.

Colorful, isn't it.

I want my life to be richer with colors.

I am just who I am.

I won't let you beat me down.

Boredom.

2010-07-31T15:49:00.002+08:00

Boredom, I hardly stay away from you really.
Everything will turns even random on me, look at my post you'll know.
I should get something new to get discover but what should I look for?
I've been doing weird, funny, stupid and crazy stuff recently.
I'm totally in sane if I stay at home without having a part time job on me.
Why is it my course starts that late? why?
Recently, what I've been knowing is all about economy and marketing.
I should just stop saying how cruel the world is already, frustrated.
I'm sick of the reality world now, I really do. I shouldn't know so much of that.
But there's no way to avoid that, accept it and TRY to be positive?
Positive positive or neutral neutral neutral but now negative.
Some people might think I'm so immature couldn't accept the world now, please do stand at my view and know everything I see in my own eyes, you'll know why.

Cheque typer. I really so wanting this machine to be cash machine.

Type any amount I want, and print it out baby.

She's got annoyed since I took this picture. :P

Random one, went to chit-chating with girlfriend.
While waiting for my parents at gym, we camwhore or this that with my Iphone.
We even kacau Chanel in facebook.

ME . GIRLFRIEND .

"Hello, girlfriend. You know I'm abnormal."

"I know you are, since when you turn normal."

I gonna laugh if people thinks I being lesbian, Boo.


Still got long way to go. I know I can, Be positive. :)

Taiwanese pop diva Jolin Tsai recruits world-renowned choreographers Benny Ninja (posing instructor on 'America's Next Top Model') and Ahn Hyung Suk (Korean band Dong Bang Shin Ki's dance teacher) for her new vogue-ish single 'Honey Trap', taken from her album Myself.

Can't wait for the further more updates about her album. :P

Just let it be.

Today was a fairytale.

2010-07-29T13:15:00.002+08:00

This song dedicated to you.

Do you know life is like a road map?
It can be at the high top, it can be down hill, it can be the road with holes,
it can be muddy road, it can be wet and slippery road, direction left right,
U-turn or round about, and even dead road or called end of the road.

Life turns like mad, life up and down all the time, life hot and cold, life starts and end.
Not everything can go on like we wanted to, so even people thinks of letting it be.
Who understand those who have no choice at all? Who do at least those who face it too.
It's truly a dead road in front of us, no left and no right. Can only choose to be cruel.
Thought of stupidity? Thought of bitchy? That's the best way after all.
Who get this statement? Who do? Questions all on my mind.
You probably know nothing, I choose it right and the best. Who knows the pain?
Just stand up and move on with smile.

"Today Was A Fairytale", it flashback all the moments.
It was a really long sweet dream for me, and I appreciate it.
The last song, the last hug, the last kiss, the last word, the last temperature,
I always remember. I know everything will be even better this way.
Remember that I loved and take care. ♥
I love you, that sweet memories.

Especially on the beach.

Never regret to want to have you.

2010-07-24T23:34:00.000+08:00

You, buddy! I never regret to want to have you, do you understand?
I'm so care about you, so you have to love me much more kay?

You make my life turns to be extraordinary a bit.

You make my fingers move a lot so it helps to exercise.

You make my eyes turn bigger to just take a look of you.

You make me used up a lot of my brain cells to just understand you.

You make everyone loves you and wants to get you.

You make people give you more money so you think you're cool.

And Yes, you really do I can say.

You make me love you in and out, oh lovely you.

Please be my awesome one.

My birthday gift, new sparkling white phone.

My very new gadget, my very new toy, my very new buddy.

You, white Iphone 3GS.

I love you, dear buddy.

Date nights. x)

2010-07-24T23:13:00.000+08:00

Hey, my soul sisters. Hang out with you all are always awesome and best.
Don't you know, our friendship will always stay forever by this way.
Lets have our date night every month once?! That's what we thought of before.
Vacation, one year once? Lol. Wanting everything to work perfectly will be hard.
My college life gonna start in 29 days time, hope time passes faster please.
I wanna know more friends so making my life even miserable, that's what I love to do the best.
I'm gonna work work work more and earn earn earn more before I start my college life. x)
Boo! Here comes our pictures. :)

180710. One Utama.

Dinner - New York Deli.

Dessert - Paddington Pancake House.

My sweetheart, Wenz, I'm always belong to you. x)

Hey, my soul sisters. Wenz,Yun and Eli.

Thirty degree celsius, I always remember.

Had a great night really. :)

210710.

FBI Subang - Dessert.

DU Old Town White Coffee - Supper.

My beloved Yi Ching, thanks for driving me and

you know I miss you.

My sweetie Melody, always nice to hang out with you.

Shopping, dinner, lunch, movie or whatever. :D

Can't wait to meet you in HELP.

220710. One Utama.

My bestiest and my sweetheart, Wenz. Thanks for being my good listener.

You know how much I love you. x)

Green oh green.

2010-07-24T19:35:00.001+08:00

16th of July, I'm back to my beloved secondary school. I felt different already.
Maybe I'm already eighteen? I don't miss school like I used to before anymore.
That day was my lovely green house junior's super big day, its also the day to decide I'm sponsoring for Bbq dinner or not? =P
Elizabeth so kind, fetch me there and enjoy the ceremony.Met Wenz and the awesome Yan Shan there in school. Just take a look at the greeny field, that's already my history.
I still miss the time I'm commanding the team last year, its fun duh because bestiest and craziest one will be on the field, Wenz and Daniel.
The police cadet's team become cute and even cuter year by year. Oh My Gosh! Just like Nasri.
Their team with a first time commander girl. showing Girl Power baby.
Others seem ordinary, but will be extraordinary inside. Never know after they stepping out to the field.
Houses marching competition its so extraodinary this year with dance steps and full of materials are really competitive.
Decoration of houses its like muzium, everyone agrees about that.
Unit-beruniform marching competition, besides strict, discipline and perfect.
Overall, red oh red improving alot alot this year. Blue turns down down down.

Pictures oh pictures.

Green team.

Nice to meet them again.

Cool mascot.

The pretty girls. x)

One of my beloved ex-marcher,

Teik Seong.

Jun Ray, Me, Inkkie, Wei Nian and her. :)

Results:
Decoration : 1st - Green
                   2nd - Blue
Marching : 1st - Yellow
                2nd - Red
                3rd - Blue
Unit-beruniform : 1st - Kadet Police / PBSM
                                  3rd - Kadet Remaja Sekolah
Overall : 1st - Green

Unexpected results of marching competition between houses, freak me out really.
But I'm still proud of green house and still love it like I used to.
Overall, green oh green, i know you never go down.
By the way, to the green house juniors and ex-marchers,
Disappointmed on it? Cheer up and calm down.
You did the best and its awesome.
You know you did all your best, I'm glad that all of you're into it.
You guys gain new experience, so I hope you would love it

To my beloved commander, Wei Nian,
Your hardwork are on all our eyes, we know we really know.
I'm glad I din't choose a wrong person on this and also glad you're into it.
You did all you can, you fixed all the points and materials.
You stressed on formation steps with Mun Nee.
Don't cry, You just gain a great experience. Believe me, it helps you in life.

Movie dates.

2010-07-20T00:12:00.003+08:00

Finally, break time. I'm a ~~good~~ worker, you can imagine.
I'm really want to have break so desperately after a month of working there.
Its not fun anymore, its not interesting anymore like before.
I want to be young again, don't get involve in reality world so quickly.
That's not much advantage for that, trust me.

But for the sake of personal income, let it be and look forward with patience and smart.

Dating days are short, fun but not bitter.

Updated myself on new movies, feeling much more better than being so outdated like before.
The movie Eclipse finally caught on my eyes, its like how others described only dialogues and less movements on the movie. But its really amazing.
On the movie, it shows obviously that Bella should choose Jacob instead of Edward.
Its like neutral Bella between the hot Jacob and the cold Edward.
And Bella herself in love with both, but Edward more.
* I rather choose Jacob who is a ware wolf with strong body size and warm.*

Desperate Bella with both, I'm so jealous. >.<

The best couple in the movie among all. Alice is sweet. :)

By the way, I found a book named "Bella should have dumped Edward" in MPH bookstore.

It was all about the reasons for Bella to choose Jacob but not Edward. Its really interesting.

I'm in the team of Jacob, so this book really attracted me but I didn't bought it.

Not so desperate yet i guess. :o

Its super cool when I saw it.

Next movie: Despicable Me. A comedy cartoon movie about a guy who wants to get the moon by adopting three kids to help him to cheat somebody for a gadget.

The story line is alike with The Game Plan movie. I'm in love with one eye robots, they're just so adorable! Can I have one eye robot as my toy? Be my slave. =P

Double or one eye robots? Which one should I choose?

I want both please.

SuperBad, SuperDad.

Stay tuned.

SMK Taman SEA's sport day.

Thirty degree Celsius of heat.

Oh My Goshh! Cannot be a human's body temperature.

But there's one will do. That must be only you, dumbo.

Free my wings and fly :)

2010-07-17T00:29:00.000+08:00

Type letters, send advertisements, pick up calls, got screwed randomly, got mad when things became complicated, rushing for this and that..

In the office. All these are so tiring.

I need a break.

So making plans for every of my free time,

is already my hobby.

I can't let go of new movies.

Back-to-back movie with adults friend were amazing.

Both relationship movies, on one night.
I'm totally like hypnotized by these stories.
But I lovin' it. Its really hard to get time like this to have both movies.

Awesome steamboat dinner last friday for William.

Spicy soup, I'm on the volcano bursting, ice cubes were all I need.
Fun and crazy eating with baobeii and kim square.
Wondering how long I din't hang out with a bunch of crazy people on the street?
All I thought were memories with student reporters.

10km mad run early morning Seremban.

Felt relief really after reached at the finish line.
Took the certificate and medal that they had prepared for the top hundred.
I'm the fifty seven among three thousand plus of them.
Its really cool and fun. Luckily the road is not hard as I thought.
Four of us made it afterall. =D

Last week updates.

Hearts.

Our love would not fade so easily.

2010-06-29T23:13:00.001+08:00

Firstly, Papa's love . Family's love.

Daddy's day passes quite some time already. Its just that lazy me wouldnt want to update bloggie.
Being temporary part timer for my previous company is tiring. Doing the different thing this time.
I forgot most of the common stuff to do in office. I'm not forget all of it in purpose of course.
But what all in my mind is to go for college. I'm so lifeless at home doing nothing at all before things change.

Dad, I know you want me to get the best one, be the better person.

Pressuring me all the time, need me to think even smarter and be more intelligent on things or even people.

Trust me, I'm doing my best for all to try not to let you disappoint.

Time proves, Thanks for everything you gave,you did.

I heart you, papa. ♥

Pasta Zenmai. -13.06.10-

Let pictures show the story line without the words. :P

Hearts.

Desapark City. Dinner time. Steamboat. I belanja. xD

Steamboat, I'm loving it.

Secondly, sis bro's love.

My dumb bro's bday yesterday. =X

Main character with his favourite,coco.

Look how ridiculous is he, bring his pet along to blow candle. weird.

Dinner time with him. He loves milkshake.

He stare food a lot and eat a lot too but his body size hardly change.

Fruit salad, our favourite.

Pork ribs, fattening. ;(

Expensive fish really.

Pasta, he love it a lot.

Next, gathering with national service friends. Love.Play.Suffer.Fun.
Even though everyone can't attend but I appreciate who's coming that day.

Fate bring us all to gather together,

Lets show our friendship never ends. Love and miss you all. :)

Lastly, I love myself a lot. I know I have to be strong. :)

I know I'm weird, I'm random really.

I can be different in some ways.

Don't look down on me, you won't know exactly who am I.

There's one more I love,

its you,my dear.

The Curve 。Farewell Dinner 。Mou Liu ♥

2010-06-23T20:27:00.001+08:00

I was so rushing on things really. After camp, I have to change and rest for a short while at home.
Then, I have to straight go to The Curve for my dear Yee Man's farewell dinner.
I'm glad I made it for her on time. Didn't met her for some time before national service starts.
She's going Penang for her further studies. Definitely hard to meet her then or probably when free time comes and I'm back to my hometown.
There's something comes on my mind, while I've thinking that Yee Man and I would face the same matter but not Yin Wei or maybe Ke Jun do too.
That's the question comes, will you afraid to go college or uni. while you think your brain started rotten and don't work well like before?
I'm actually damn freaking worry about it, I even not to think to have part time jobs for this one month plus before college. Driving lessons coming soon, its this coming saturday. I was wondering should I do some additional mathematics while I'm free?! Damn weird and random right?
Yee Man did worried about it too. Especially have to used to the environment there, she needs time.
Academics, not thinking of the hardest part at first, Normally beginning won't be so tough.
That's what Ke Jun told us. I think we should have read some knowledgeable books while free.
Gambateh bahh people! :)

We're at Dragon-I for dinner. xD

The main person of the night,Yee Man. Look how busy is her doing the orders.

My sweetie, Yin Wei can't stay without camera already. =P

Look at Ke Jun's expression, isssh! I feel like eating again. =/

I love this picture a lot. ♥

Honeydew sago is mine.

Fruit sago,Yee Man and Yin Wei punya. haha.

xiu long bao 小笼包 is ours.

Ramen with fried stuff, mine mine mine. xD

This delicious wantan ramen is Yee Man and Yin Wei's punya.

Camwhoring.

My beloved darling, Yee Man. ♥

Me me me. xP

My sweetie darling Yin Wei. ♥

Yee Man oh Yee Man. Its been so long we din't meet each other.

When we have the chance to met each other,you've already ready to leave us to Penang for studies.

Please do take care of yourself. Stay strong and confident.

We need mou liu anytime for laughters and stories. Mou liuuu~

We're here to support you till the end. Our friendship will never end,remember?

Miss and love you a lot! Call us while you're free kay? :) ♥

全国营 2010 。与学记的回忆

2010-06-23T19:45:00.001+08:00

第十五届雪隆区办的全国营，我的第一次。

第一次办全国营。当了出版组组员，我做的不多。

全因为去了国名服务，在出版组奉献不多，对不起。

缺了辅导员，有我带班，我有少许的紧张。

尤其久没办营，完全没经验的辅导员，我能做到吗？

这四天三夜，我阔过去了，能做的都做了，错的都过去了。

全国营，我很开心可以认识到不同区的学记们，都见识到了不同区的疯狂。

卸任了两届，我们真的老了。到了熟悉的地方，找回之前的回忆。

之前我们的多么疯狂，感情多么的好，全都变成回忆。

与新一届的学弟妹，之间都有个小距离，老了，真的老了。

还好我能带动到我的宝贝第五组啦! xP

无论我们在多远的地方，别忘了我们的家 - 学记。

学记情的特别，过程的感动，一切的疯狂。无人知，只有学记知。

同届们：各自都在忙学业吧，真的好想你们。约定回巢见。:)

学弟妹们：好好的加油吧，为学业为学记为自己好好努力。加油！xD

出版的功劳。 :)

我的宝贝第五组。

还好有你们的热情，白马一族，你们要加油哦！

真的好高兴能认识到你们。好想你们 ♥

采盈和庆华，超久没见到面的两个人吧！培训营见。好想你们。♥

语微，半年没见面了，美了也瘦了，热情还在，依然是你。

明伟学哥，很难不得罪你吧？！哈哈！

番薯学妹，不明白为何他们这样叫她。她的疯狂真的很搞笑。=P

江霖，23届的蔡依林，加油哦学弟。:)

她和润坚都是在很搞笑的情况下厕所认识的，我真难忘。 xP

一起疯狂的日子真短，但我会好好珍惜这一切。

于珊，谢谢你。有你的陪伴真好，保持联络哦~ 我好想你。♥

进了决赛的泥，要好好的加油！

淑祯，苏昀芊，淑宁。 Triple Su. ♥

这四天三夜，真不能少了你们。保持联络，得空喝茶。

又爱又想你们。Su su su. xD

学记的姐妹党。

《爱因为在心中》 ♥

爱因为在心中平凡而不平庸

世界就像迷宫却又让我们此刻相逢our home

《分享》 ♥

与你分享的快乐胜过独自拥有

至今我仍深深感动好友如同一扇窗能让视野不同

《朋友》 ♥

朋友不曾孤单过一声朋友你会懂

还有伤还有痛还要走还有我

我想你们，学记。♥

I need your shoulder,are you there for me?

2010-06-15T15:17:00.001+08:00

Back from National Service. Lonely me at home growing mushrooms. :'(

People around me are all busying with their current college life.

Assignments,Presentations,Examinations or Quizzss don't away with them.

Accepting all these while my footstep on college life. I know I can this time.

To not letting myself stare on the ceiling and dreaming, so I'll randomly look for my darling who still not yet study but until the beginning of twenty double one.

I'm glad she found her very own road for her life/future. Gambateh bahh! :)

Double six day. ☺

Went Pasta Zenmai for dessert.

Heart hearts, one of my favour. ♥

Darling, Wenz and mua. ♥

Take two. xP

Eight six and ten day. ☺

Everyone in the family having their holidays besides dad. Too free of me and my mum decided to go Sunway for dinner and shopping.

Mum decided to come here for dinner.

Kawaii wallpapers,deco. creative and nice.

White environment with good arrangement,feeling sweet.

Love in white,even white kitchen.

Small plant,perfect on dining table,

Just like in my dreams. O.O

My vanila passion fruit with mum's honeydew shake drink.

This is mine.

That's hers.

Stay your smile,mum. hearts.♥

Back from civilised world. :)

2010-06-11T14:40:00.001+08:00

Sorry for not updating my bloggie lately. I turning to be even lazy after back from National service.
Its like im totally not bothered by the announcements/irritating people anymore.
And I started feel lifeless,doing nothing at home. Sleep eat sleep eat..
Its normal isn't it? after used to the environment there.
But sometimes, I really think the teachers want us to grow bit fatter so that we won't look so torturing by them. =P "Just kidding.really."
National Service,would let me think differently on things.
What I face there were all my precious lessons, selfish-ess of human brain, jealousy, innocence , or maybe berlagak like people said, I hate it really.Especially the one who step on my foot, you're totally in all these. I forgot about it. xD
I believe what I learned, make me even smarter.
I know how, I know what.
I can say that I love flying fox among all activities. But its actually like theme park game?
Remembered the night before we left, our beloved teachers were so kind and created a big surprise for us. It started with conflict then scolded then planned to caught that innocence fella. All of us marched to that dorm to caught that fella, while marched pass the canteen/dewan makan and we got cheated by teacher. They planned to have a majilis perpisahan for us.
It was so touching and few of us cried while having speech for 30 secs.
I don't even feel like leaving while looking at my kind and friendly friends.
Teachers even ordered two layer cakes for us, which is Up Down two layer for celebrating those birthday girls and boys there on that two months plus time.
Enough for eighty plus people of us, they're so nice but really strict.
What I see on our group, the strong spirit from our teachers lead us up to the top.
So this affect us to do all our might to move on the top. Never stop and go further more.
That spirit stay in my heart, don't lose them easily. It helps me lead and move on to life.
When we're in two different world,we'll actually have reverse thinking. I'm not kidding.
We'll miss home while we're at the civilised world.
Everything will be on the opposite way while at home.

BELIEVE ME, ITS TRUE.

I won't exactly miss that place,but I'm totally miss my friends there.

Those days,we stay together to be happy,to have fun together,study,eat and drink.

Its really memorable,promise to treasure it because our friendship would last even longer.

Time passes so fast, honestly, I even think those days were just my dream.

I can't feel all these are true while back home. I even thought that just happen a minute ago.

The time for us to be together its not long and not very short, but I appreciate it.

Hope the handmade clover would make all of you have a great life.

I miss TOMATO even more now. I just don't know why.

Maybe her voice of singing attract me somehow.

Even her madness. I definitely remember it. xD

Take care my dear. ♥

I miss LEMON even even more. Don't be jealous weii.

Hardly meet up with her. She's not only crazy sometimes but really kind.

About skin care and others,she's totally your tutor definitely!

Take care,my sweetheart. ♥

I miss my little APPLE. Don't bully her when you see her height.

Because you definitely regret on what your doing.

A apple a day would kick the doctor away!

I will remember this when I eat an apple and of course,my sweetie apple.

Take Care,my little ones. ♥

Cheerful and full of laughters,definitely is her. Kawaii neh! :)
Take care,dear. ♥

Yeng yeng,kind and friendly. Fly further and move on to yr future!
Take care,girl. :)

My dear Happy! Never forget to smile,remember? Miss her. ♥

My sweetie Faiza. Music leads all the way in our minds with this wonderful musician.

How perfect is this? Miss her. ♥

My ketua kompeni,miera. Our new created name only relate us, carrot_susu.

When you drink carrot milk,please do think of us. :)

A group of us, even we're in the different group but we'll still have fun together. I like it this way. Take care you girls. Miss you all lots. ♥

How could I forget 3 of them? Hard. :(

The gang of us. Lets smile till the end kay?! Stay happy always.

Our promise , our outing.

Our friendship, lets prove it last long.

Misses and Hearts you all.

Don't fear but I need time.

2010-04-29T12:20:00.002+08:00

Finally, I back home again. Its like most of the weekend of this month, I'm actually stay at home.
Well, fall sick who can cure me besides take even more rest and medicine, I can see no more.
I can say that its better to fall sick at home but not there. The weather there really unpredictable.
You hardly predict how the weather treats you. Hot and Cold really.
Insects everywhere, I'm slightly okay about it but environment there, I'm really trying to accept it.
People there, I'm trying to mix around.Probably not a problem for me.
Everything there started updating somehow.
1st month there, I thought freaking a lot. Things happening around made me forgot the actual purpose of going national service.
New rules there lead people really. How people dislikes it, accept it in some ways.
1st month in national service were mostly motivative classes.
Just to help our mind sack on things we facing around us and search our aim of life.
I thought a lot before going for PLKN, so now just to fix everything proper and go on.
One month plus plus more to go and leave national service.
Can't wait for the physical activities they organise for us after holidays.
Probably people will ask these questions. so since I'm lazy to write even more about it.
Questions with answers probably make all of you understand more.

Missing the life there?

Not yet. Not on this time, not this month. Starting to feel that way?!

Are you really so desperate leaving that place?

Hmm..I'd love to say yes. But no more now.

How's your life there actually?

What you think my life there? Tough? not yet. Fun? soon probably.

What do you miss the most while you're in national service?

Well, I miss home the most. But I'd like to have washing machine there seriously.

How about the food there?

I like to say that its not nice. We eat to live but not enjoy there. But okay lah sometimes.

Are the people there racist?

YES. I'm not kidding. not all of them but most of them. :/

Pictures that I had took there. :o

Nice scene on Gunung Semanggol. xP

Kompeni D, Howitzer. I'm loving it. <3

Reen Reen oh me me. =P

My dear lemon,its really nice to talk to her. =]

My dear blueberry,the one who always got sick. lets jia you together bah!

My dear tomato,May. :)

My sweetheart, Subaa. :)

The kind ones, Siti.

Pei Tzin and Yee Wen. :)

My dear Sei Nee. She's leaving us to TarC. Miss her definitely.

Eda, leaving us to Matriculation. Take care!

My dear Shavini and See Yin. :)

The active ones, Iera. :)

The intelligent ones, Jia Ling. She's leaving too, I gonna miss her lots!

Take care and come and visit us some times. T.T

The friendly ones, Anis. :)

My dear Mango. Yo! :)

My dear Su Fung. The one and only schoolmate with me there. Leaving us for bakery studies.

I have faith on you. Go on with your dreams! :)

My dear 小可爱. I named her that way. She's so adorable. :)

Xiao Wei and Amanda. :)

My lovely ones, Miera and Miza. :)

My sweeties, apple and strawberry. xD

My dear Happy, Sin Hui. Stay with her smiles all the time. :)

Sue, she's sweet enough to everyone. :)

Gang of them, funny really.

My beloved Jen. Its great to meet her there really. We always have fun together.
xD

Girl gang while in the temple. Boo! :o

Howitzer,the gang green gang.

My buddies, the friendly ones.

Weather, the unpredictable ones.

Activities, the scary and exciting ones.

Environment, I'm totally need time really.

Food there, I still need maggie mee sometimes.

I know time would prove things really. Probably I need time for everything there.

Not long I hope so. What I can say is,

Don't fear anymore, Accept it like you have no choice.

Not force but learning to like it the life there.

I believe I definitely have fun really there for a month plus plus.

Gambateh! :)

boo,I need you.

Once again, take care. hearts ♥

2010-04-10T23:08:00.003+08:00

Once again, I need to leave home to Gunung Semanggol.
To be honest, I don't think my body still strong like as usual.
My body is weak, less strength on me after had 5 times of blood test.
Even though nightmares are going off, left my body weak and stone but soul still strong like always.
Staying at home a week, is quite long for me.
That five days there, I started to used to the life there, how crazy I am there.
Washing machine, I miss it really unexpected a lot.
Time arrangement on self-prepare have to be proper than anyone else.
Or else, pail which full of clothes who clean it off for me, crys.
Bought even more food this time, I never think off will hunger there like mad seriously.
Instant maggie mee, instant Campbell's mushroom soup, Oat bars and more.
By the way, 27th of April onwards, I have one week special holidays for us. x) Can't wait.
Issshh! I don't feel like leave home already. I miss air-cond already now.
Bloody hot weather out there, don't bully me.
Hated viruses,insects,bad weathers.. don't make me fall sick again.
Vitamins, I'll try to love you with all.

I miss my bed this time for sure. I miss my laptop even more this time for sure.
I miss my pillow, air-cond, radio, and all around me now. issshh!
That naughty Coco sticks with me a lot recently, I definitely miss you more and more.

My love ones, once again, take care.
hearts you all. ♥

♥ heartboo.

What I need is a beautiful nightmare.

2010-04-10T00:12:00.003+08:00

Such bad nightmares around me recently were terrifying.
Knowing my hotmail address hacked by some cheater/idiots who trying to annoy people with money.
Even some of my friends told me how bad liar that idiot is.
I was glad that only Msn gave me such troublesome problem at first.
But after, my facebook account disabled by the Facebook Team, nearly got banned permanently.
As what I know, they just hold my account for a while and hope I secure all my email addresses only.
I still have to accept this somehow. Stoning on my computer for nothing these days.
Just imagine how boring I am staying at home stone in front of my computer or either get some sleep.
Watch television programmes is totally not my thing anymore.
We seem to waste money on ASTRO like seriously. =X But still,that's my midnight light for me.
Suspected got dengue right after the day back from my lovely hometown was shocking.
I obey everything they asked for, go there for blood test and drink more.
But they don't ask to eat even more. So that's the reason why I drop 2 kg on me. =D
Weak body, taste buds turn weak too. Food don't make me excited, not tam sek gui already.
Turns really guaii already. Slim jor somemore but sleep even more than I expected.
Started to worry how I gain my strength or energy back to National Service.
Find excuses for this and that really no fun. sigh.
Blood test for 5 days already. Platelet up and down, unbalance on me. But no fever for 3 days.
Hardly get prove that I really got dengue even I don't believe that I do.
Fear of looking at the nurse use something to pok my precious hands, especially after got wrong pok on right hand last two days ago and got no blood, then pok left hand for blood.
Total 2 errors and 1 succeed. It was totally my nightmare of the day.
Not going to government hospital seriously this time.
Eat/drink more and rest even more are my task by now. Get healthy life!
Bad nightmares, leave me alone.
Bitter ones should get cover by the sweet ones by now.

I need, I need, I need you so badly now.

Sweet dreams. ♣

Few days off to Semanggol.

2010-04-05T21:40:00.002+08:00

Gunung Semanggol located really far away from here. 4 hours plus from Stadium MPPJ till that camp place.
That journey was just the same as the journey to Penang.
A lot of students feeling more acidic while on the bus. And me,myself more than i expected.
It did making me feel quite excited while on the bus. Couldn't how amazing the activities there.
Looked through the window, saw a bunch of trees shaking like waving their hands under the sun.
A signboard of Kampung Selamat making me even nervous about it.But how sad is still left like 20mins more to reach the destination. Ishhh! Why is it soo far away?
Once I reach there, leave my luggages in the room and ran to go for registration.
Seeing so many different faces around and queue up with the feeling same as mine, I started not to worry.
After, walking to my dorm that they'd prepared for me. It was nice with ceramic.
I heard that only my dorm was newly renovate. So that's the reason why it looked cleanner. =D
I'd selected to green group named Howitzer. *Wonder why am I fate with GREEN.*
There's a lot of boring taklimat that we have to attend compulsory. Haih.
Basic marching not giving me a problem besides of the weird command *slang*.
Wake up on 5.30am not giving the panda me a big problem too. Because the kind ones would wake me up.
Had motivate classes were really fun, the tutors use quite some tricks to make us feel interesting in class.
I really like it. Somehow, it quite works on me and have fun a lot there.
There's an activity named Kontrak Kita Janji (KKJ).
There's four group of colours there, each group have to present their matlamat,logo and others there.
We given three days time to complete what we should complete. It was crazy really. Rushing+nervous.
I'm not being any presentative to present but MC of my group. Quite yeng weii.
It was quite succeed but just some error of arrangement with my another MC.
Bit conflict with him still but I hope he's alright with it after a few days until I'm back.
The whole thing were not bad. Hope we could get the highest marks among all. =P
Everything in PLKN make me flashback of whatever in student reporter's training camp.
Slightly the same, but training camp don't provide classes,marching and presentation.
Honestly. I'm enjoying it. :) But now I couldn't take a step there.
I fall really bad sick right after back from Ns to hometown. I got high fever.
Til the next day, after praying, high fever once again. Isshh!
And just now, I went to the government clinic at Kelana Jaya. They suspect I got dengue.
But I have no weird symptoms of it. Tomorrow I have appointment to test blood again. Haih.

Pray Hard For Me To Pass The Blood Test.

I miss the camp. I don't know why. =X

Thanks for your patience.

Taking care of me.

♥

Goodbye , my love. ♥

2010-03-27T02:28:00.003+08:00

Still got 1 day left,

I need to attend 2months and 14days of National Service.

How tough is it, I can face it. Don't worry. :)

Good bye, my dear readers. ♥

- I might update my bloggie, out of the blue. Don't get shocked. -

Goodbye, my lovers. ♥

My beloved darlings,bao beiis and besties/buddies.

Darlings, ♥

You know who you are right?

You all are the humans I hardly forget and I really care about.

Please take good care of yourself.

Stay strong and learn to face whatever around you.

I know you people can do it definitely.

I'll try to make a call of any of you each week.

I'll miss all of you lots! Muax!

Bao beiis,

Chenz and Meow meow. ♥

Guess what? I don't worry of both of you.

Because I know you two I care and you two care me.

LOL. Stay your confidence on the pathway you choose.

Everything will be fine always and let it be.

I'll miss you two lots! Lovieee.

Besties/buddies, ♥

I know you all will miss me definitely as I'm too noisy hard to forget.

LOL. Isn't it right? I can't stay quiet all the time.

I always remember outings,steamboats,drinking session or yam cha.

I just can't wait all these with all of you once more.

I'll miss you all. :)

Goodbye, my dear student reporters. ♥

I still miss the days we're been together in camps.

Not once but a lot right? Chat till middle of the night.

Getting random topics to chat and play like mad all time.

A big camp, quan guo ying is moving on.

Please do your best and all the best.

I couldn't help you all much on the organisation of the camp.

But my spirit still stay there supporting you.

I'll try to make it for that camp kay?!

I miss you all but not like mad. =P

2 months and 14 days are not very long and not short.

Is my very first step of my brand new life.

I can't wait but not desperate.

Motivate myself once again the last.

Please take care, everyone.

By the way, don't feel weird if my fb on sometimes.

I know you all will miss me definitely.

I miss you too, baka.

Acidic ones, Kill me.

2010-03-25T14:17:00.001+08:00

Yes, Acidic , I got you on my heart.

My heart non-stop beating and nearly stop.

Because of you, the dark letter on hands with fear.

I got acidic feeling while received it, I don't know why really.

Alkaline, neutral, sugary or salty water?

Which one of them should I put it on?!

I got sour and it hurting my heart badly, indirectly.

Bravery in mine slightly faded while getting acidic.

Feeling of worry or maybe fear of negative rumors.

What will happen to me 3 months there? *ask heart-to-heart*

Who knows but take care and everything will be real fine,

Everyone said that way. And I believe I can.

I remember once I told Mel in such random way.

"Mel,when you miss me, then just go church and pray for me." LOL.

I'm stopping my acidic feeling by now with songs.

One sentence to cover up,

I will stay alive, don't you worry.

Just miss me. :P

I'm in love with you, sky.

2010-03-24T01:15:00.001+08:00

"I'm in love with you, sky"
Is one of the best dialog in the movie of Koizora - Sky of Love.
This movie was recommended by my dear Tengz quite long ago.
But finally, I got my precious time to watch it.
Touching love story of a teenage boy who realise he got cancer and sacrifice his love ones.
I felt slightly bored while I know the story line after watching a while.
Most of the korean dramas have the same story line,same ending huh?
That drama is relate to the sky because that boy named,Hiro always take picture of the sky while even taking with his beloved, Mika.
Hiro told Mika that :
"I want to the sky after I dead so that I'll always looking at you up there.When its raining,it means I'm crying. When its sunny day,it means I'm smile on you. When its night time,it means I hugging you."
Mika even said that she's like in love with the sky.
Me, myself loving to take picture of the sky, but how beautiful it is on the picture, but not as perfect as what you look at the sky. x)
I do love the colours of the sky, purple sky, bluie sky, pinky sky.
The lights from the sun while sunset and rise, see it through yr eyes. You'll love it in all.
Sunshine after rain with beautiful rainbow, just imagine how perfect the picture is.
Moon with smiley-shaped, sky full of stars with perfect and nicely moonlight, that's the best.

I'm totally in love with you, sky. ♥

my bluiee sky. :)

You are my sunshine, My only sunshine. :P

Somewhere over the rainbow. >.<

Rainbow sky probably. =o

Wakiee up, my sun.

Sunset. Muax!

P.Redang, I miss you. ;(

5 days more to go.

I'm slightly nervous actually.

Reflection.

2010-03-23T00:53:00.001+08:00

I am now

In a world where I

Have to hide my heart

And what I believe in

But somehow

I will show the world

What's inside my heart

And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see

Staring straight back at me?

Why is my reflection

Someone I don't know?

Must I pretend that I'm

Someone else for all time?

When will my reflection show

Who I am inside? x)

Reflection, just thought of the movie , Mulan right?

How strong she is inside her heart, willing to sacrifice for her dad is impressive.

Facing hell blood in every war, look at people shout for survive. Its hard, really hard.

Reflection, to me is just like we looking in ourselves, our heart.

So lets see how people growth and their thinking just like that, heart changes age by age.

Hmm.. start from bit older.While in age of six, how playful,how adorable they are.

Learning how to look at the bright blue sky,with sun,clouds,moon or even stars.

While in age of twelve, communication starts to be our important part of life.

Sometimes, even think wrongly but still relying our beloved parents.

While in age of fourteen, teenages in school thinks popularity is the very first thing best in school.

How immature thinking they have , only know breaking school rules and not been controled by anyone.

While in age of sweet sixteen, people started to regret you see.

Blame themselves, how stupidity their mind were before. "I'm not lying."

While in age of eighteen, people know ways to go. Laugh back themselves about young time.

Look forward more to reach goals especially facing more difficulties and decisions more to make by self.

I'm just reach seventeen plus plus and not even legal yet.

Typing these words was quite rude right?But that's just what I thought.

Reality people out there ,they just do everything their way to get the money.
By force,especially. I seeing it. I hate it really, but how? This is how the world is out there.

Don't turns bad people! Heart-to-heart.

Nice picture of reflection. Love this. Boo!

6 more days to go.

I miss you all.

Blah Blah Blah ;)

2010-03-21T23:04:00.006+08:00

Seeing title like this,

you should have prepare that the owner might gone mad.

However,you should have know how random she is,

everything of hers only will move on her own way.

Random,crazy,mad,weird,emo,neutral or probably more laughters on her?

Will you people will react this way? "Holly Shit! What's wrong?"

I don't think you all will react that way.

Because she always know what is she doing.

~~Just maybe too over?!~~

Blah blah blah , the time finally comes duh. My life still hard, still normal and still interesting.

Working life soon to be end right after this coming week.

National Service is coming to against me. Somehow,I don't pretend afraid because I'm Not.

Before that, my mind which full of ~~perfect~~,good and random plans.

I'm being so confident on those plans but it ruin just like waterfall.

I nearly gone mad like you'll never see how I get rid of it. Eating always the best one. ;(

Wondering why am I so rush to get into the whole new life. College ones especially.

Getting bored of working life probably. Start missing study life of mine before.

In the mean time, missing how adorable all of us are while in kindergarden/primary school or maybe just when we're just baby. Knowing nothing about this world. what we know is just SMILE and CRY for everything.

Working life. Besides seeing how reality of this world is, I see all are boring works. x)

Haha.. But still I'm enjoying my working life as I could do whatever I want sometimes.

Working life makes me lost all my excitement on National Service duh.

Find all that excitement of it back is really hard as I thought. I can do it still now.

I found back my lost soul while being confused for some while.

Decision of go National Service for 3 months was so freaking hard.

I just can't look at mummy's precious soft heart and her beautiful eyes on me.

Closed my eyes, Had a deep deep breath and I decided to go.

Actually its to satisfy my daddy but now not him but me,myself.

Myself who having a playful and random mind should start disactivate.

What I know is unstable heart and mind won't make things succeed like they thought.

I know me, myself not ready for all these,still unstable and childish. I'm not brave enough.

So its time to leave home and run something different.
*just smile*

I know I can , you know I will. :)

bendan, i hate you.

Baby loves mama.

2010-03-12T14:01:00.004+08:00

Baby oh baby. Look how cute you are.

I never thought of this topic till last few days ago.

I asked my colleague about her life experience of having pregnant for her 4 children she has,three sons and one daughter.

In my mind,for a woman like her must be having a hard time.

Her story is truly long enough for me to hear.

Lets roughly start the story she told me.

By the way, she's a malay woman,Siti that I quite close to in the office.

She's like my second mama,she cares a lot about me. She taught me a lot. :)

She got married really early around 23 years old. She's still young. O.O

After she got her first child,she thought that she never get any anymore.

Because its been 4 years,she try to get the second child.

Out of the blue,she got the second one and the third one.

Lets talk about her third child experience.

She told me that she was close to death while having the third child of hers. It was really shocking.

She mentioned that the baby delayed 14 days from the date that should be give birth.

14 days, its not a short period for a pregnant woman to survive and its dangerous.

She ate the pills that her doctor gave her so the baby would give birth on the same day.

After a few hours, plenty of fresh blood from her body came out and had shocked her.

Nurses were really panic while facing such unusual case like this.

Doctor tried to get Siti a bed and stopped the blood. If not,the mummy might lack of blood.

By that time, doctor was planning to have operation with her in this bad situation.

This operation will hurt Siti's body badly even after got the child out from her stomach.

All nurses disagree of doctor's decision but had no choice on this serious matter.

And one of the nurse jumped out from the group and tried to convince the doctor so badly not to have operation which really affected to the pregnant woman.

The nurse tried so hard with find ways to got the baby out and the baby cried so hard while he's half way out from her mum's stomach.

I can see how painful and hard for her in this serious matter.

After the case of his third child,she was thought she would not have the forth child.

Then right after a few months,she got the forth child,her precious and the only daughter.

She told me when the day comes to give birth for the forth daughter,she still have the time to go Giant Supermarket to get some woman's stuff for herself.Quite cool isn't it?!

Then after her husband drives to the Klang Tol,she started to shout pain to her husband and immediately rushed to the hospital.

There's no nurse wanted to care about her. Isshh! Those nurses.. =.=

She walked to the doctor's office alone to ask for whether is it the time comes.

After doctor checked,she quickly rush all nurses to get ready to send her to another give birth room.

That baby girl was really pro because she came out from mummy's stomach while the nurses moved Siti on to the bed. Nurses was extremely shocked and quickly cleaned up the baby girl.

Siti felt really relief while knowing that was a baby girl not boy AGAIN. hehee..

Hmm.. She do have an exciting experience while having a baby huh?!

I was so excited then I told Daris about it also.

So he then told me another baby story happened to his family and himself.

Lets beginning another story about his aunt and his cute nephew.

That cute and naughty nephew that he has now is really lucky.

But his mummy is nearly close to death while giving birth to him.

That time, his mummy succeed to give birth of the child but right after that, the bloods were flowing out continuously,Non-stop bleeding until her body lack of blood.

Luckily,his husband got the chance to get same blood-type with his wife's donors among the relatives.

An unlucky incident brings fear to the youngers, don't let their wife get pregnant so easily or just its alright with no baby.

About himself, naughty enough to say he's still baka when he's in his mum stomach duh.

Came out the small cute legs first but not the head.

Delayed lots of time and started lack of oxygen in the baby body and turns blackish colour.

Luckily, the big head of his safe and sound out from his mummy's stomach.

Quite lucky for him. I heard an incident happened to one mummy while giving birth of her child.

Her child also naughty and so the nurses try to get the baby out with pull slightly hard.

Unfortunately,the soft bones of the baby's head broke and left the small head in the mummy's stomach.

It was a NIGHTMARE for that mummy. Sigh.

Baby stories.really make me thought of the day I met my dear Coco.

When the first time, I have a huggie with it.

That moment of I touching it's heartbeat, I know I'm in love with her just like my baby.

Boo~ I just miss that moment lotz! Lovie love love. :)

Coco just like one of them. kawaii.

Coco, I love you.♥

SPM results 2009.

2010-03-12T00:43:00.000+08:00

SPM 2009 results,

It satisfied me really.

That's just what I wanna say.

Thanks a lot to some of my besties a.k.a tutor a.k.a sifu and beloved teachers,

thanks for helping me and tutor me all the way. :)

Love you people lotz! ♥

Neutral.

2010-03-07T02:37:00.004+08:00

Neutral like water droplets.

I'm feel neutral on everything for now not forever.

Got to know I'm in 2nd batch of National Service.

In addition,I was selected to get training in Gunung Semanggol,Perak.

That place located around Bukit Merah which quite near Penang.

Hmph! Why not even nearer my house? They arranged it with my IC No. huh?

My sensor don't sense any excitement about it.

Maybe it delay for quite some time and I almost forget about it.

At the other side, SPM results coming out on 11th of March.

I'm nervous but still NEUTRAL.

I couldn't predict anything about that but let it be.

God, bless me. :)

Besides,my ~~perfect~~ future pathway plans were ruin.

Am I rush everything without looking at the small matters?

Small matters still important then.

I'm just lack of confident on looking all those points.

God, please lead me a way. =/

♪ Musics ♫

2010-03-05T16:12:00.002+08:00

Musics,

Is the one and only thing that I could'nt directly touch it.

Its hurtful since long ago.

Envy lots to those who could directly into it.

But me, from the day my mum quit my music lessons.

Musics start to be my very stranger.

But it still attracted me in some ways.

How beautiful the melody is,or the tone is,
There's a thick wall between me and musics.

I have no faith with piano since 13 years ago.
Busy people like me now is planning the pathway of self.
Getting language lessons,national service and more.

But music? Am I too late for it to start over again?
Is God gonna tell me I have no faith in musics once more?

Chinese New Year 2010.

2010-02-26T22:13:00.003+08:00

Chinese New Year is a great period for the kids to get money in but a generous period for the adults to let money out. Everyone should be agree about this right?!

2010 year is a strong year,"Strong zodiac of the year",Tiger Year.

Fierce enough probably. *Crapzz..*

This year,Chinese new year is such a rush. Reunion fall on the Saturday and Friday is a working and schooling day. All highways or even small roads suppose to be very very sesak but still okay. 7hours time to reach Penang,not very sesat huh?

Reunion was as usual like every year. But another of my aunt made it with us.

It was quite excited to see her be there with us as we hardly meet each other.

The kids,as usual running around the house with bare foot and bicycles.

Flashback of the moments when I'm a kid in Penang.

Those days were really short for me. Short but memorable. :/

Reunion mid-night,we did a quite crazy stuff there.

"We",I trying to mean is ME,Rong Mei,My MUM and My AUNTY midnight 2am went Cyber Cafe.

It was very funny and weirdd.. All males and only 4 females in Cyber. = ="

Everyone is saying that this year Chinese New Year is different and special as 1st of CNY fall on the same day with Valentine's Day..

Its not really special to me, its quite normal only,not really fun. Hahaa!

But that night,Auto City is full of human beings. All restaurants,dessert bars,KTV and pubs were full.

And all of us were end up at Subway makan supper.

That night was a real weird weird night .. But we still have fun.

We had a BBQ dinner/party on the 2nd day of CNY.

My dear Aunty Molly and her family came and join us for dinner. She still that nice. :D

The gang and their friends were busy gambling.

Then,we went to XOX restaurant to have supper/dessert/drinks.

3rd day of CNY was slightly bored..

By night time,went to my little cousin's bro's house to have TomYam steamboat dinner.

Homemade TomYam soup was very delicious! * THUMBS UP! *

4th day of CNY,still normal but eat even more that day.

Me,my family and grandma went everywhere to find for nice food. Yummy!

Went MCD for supper on the middle of the night. =P

5th day of CNY,went to famous temple to pray.

Then,we went to one of the famous hotel at Batu Feringgi, Hard Rock Hotel.

I'm planning to stay there a night when I back to Penang on the next time. :)

That beach was connected to most of the hotels there.

It was soo nice and it makes me miss P.Redang more. x)

Went to have dinner and supper with the gang.

Chinese New Year was not as fun as what I thought,not as fun as on Christmas time. Hmm..

Honestly,I don't know why,I'm bored of Chinese New Year like seriously.

Maybe because I don't really get any fun this year or MAYBE I've started working.

After Chinese New Year,it means that my plans will be on. Huh! I'm gonna busy. :(

P.S - For those who's zodiac is Monkey, just give you an advice. I heard that Monkey is not good this year. So please stay wise and strong in all matters. Besides that, please be carefull when you're on the road. :)

"Lou Sang."

Cousin sisters,mum,aunt and mua. :)

Beloved cousin sis,Rong Mei.

Little cousin sisters.

Naughty cousin brother and Bro.

Hope my dreams come true. x)

Group photos with my grandma and aunt.

Fantastic Four.. Baaa.. LOL

Rong Mei and Mua. * Muax! *

Gagaga..

Tatata..

Purple Rose.

*Thanks for the purple rose,baka.*

Funny Aunt's son. Adorable one.

New friend, Happy~!

Mua and Happy. ><

Aunty Molly,bro and mua.

Edward and Mua.

*Respect me! That behind one..* =X

Group photo of us.

Batu Feringgi Beach.

Woohoo~ Feel the waves people.

Hard Rock Hotel.

Left our footprint as memories.

Look at the model. * No eye see. *

Nice view at Penang Bridge.

相信我，记住那个感觉，别守护那个感觉。

En.Tey's Retirement.

2010-02-22T23:34:00.000+08:00

12.2.2010. ♥

I suppose to update this post on that day. But I was called back to work that day because of some systematic error that I should settle before I left.

About that day,En.Tey's retirement was quite grand but half of the students was missing.You can actually see it while on the special assembly. Balik kampung probably.

It was quite normal for me looking at the assembly and I don't miss assembly and school on that moment.

There's nothing I can miss about there besides the life I have been through in that memorable place.

Went to school early morning to attend En.Tey's special assembly.

Quater of ex-5 Dahlians were there.

When I walked step by step to the school,I was expected to see En.Tey with red shirt.

LOL. I don't know why I will actually thought of that.

Most of his clothes are in red probably.

Seeing the students on the field and us were siting on the chairs. FUN. =X

Met quite a few subject teachers,they still the same.

No changes with them but maybe more smiles on them?

Went to the stage shaked hands with him and presentatives handed on some gifts on him.

I can see that he's really happy to see us there celebrating with him.

Wondering is it a good thing to say celebrate with him.We should be happy about it right?

Alright. I so want to make this post short. I'm really lazy.

Few of us like the gang of us went MCD for breakfast and back to school again for his retirement ceremony thing?

We sang birthday song to him since Jonathan or Su Laine got a cake for him.

His birthday is exactly on the 1st of CNY and Valentine's Day this year. Quite special huh?!

Okay. I'll end it here with some pictures. =)

My ex-former teacher,En.Tey. He don't smile lots but stay cool on his way. =P

Jo Yee and mua. x)

Mua and Melody. :)

Mua and Yin Wei. =P

Mua,Ya Jen and Yin Wei.

Peace sign. :O

Retirement cake = Birthday cake.

Group photo. x)

Took pictures with this old car was fun. LOL.

Retirement ceremony. *En.Tey,We will miss you!!*

Thanks to Jo Yee and Yin Wei for these pictures.

Dear readers,

Stay tuned for my updates of CNY.

Recently,my life.

2010-02-11T01:56:00.003+08:00

Alright. Once again,like what I always do. Change my blogskin again.

Pink Template,I hope its not too pink just want it to be related to Valentine's Day.

Since when it comes,alot of nice template will be created by the designers.

I hope I can be one of them too,create my own blog template to earn some income.

Recently,my status was quite down and emotional. Trying to fix it to be fine.

Just wanna say that " Outside world is truly complicated.Hardly to understand. "

I can't wait for CNY holidays. I was suffering in the office. Rushing like mad.

I wanna let go all the stress behind! I envy you You YOU who having stress-free life.

Working makes me miss my school life even more or just so wanted to study.

Study more stress or working? I'll choose working.

Believe me,when you really see the world there.

I'd learn to appreciate even more.I'd learn to face problems with calm.

I remembered my manager said that :

"Treat all the problems under your foot,and you have to be bigger than them.

Stronger and calm,you definitely will settle them."

Working plus motivate myself really tiring sometimes but beneficial.

I'll really appreciate my college life or whatever after this.

Flashback the memories of school life in SMK Taman S.E.A.

I miss all of my friends alot..school field..teachers..classrooms?!

I'll going back school tomorrow for En.Tey's retirement.

Gonna meet up with my darlings and buddies once again. ♥

Definitely get more pictures to update here.

Stay Tuned.

P.S -

♥ Yi Ching,Happy Birthday! Miss You.

♥ Melody,I love you darling.

♥ Wenz,stop feel disappointed. Attracted d lahh you. =P

♥ To my beloved darlings,next saturday gathering - My house.

I'll message for more other info. Love you all.

Purple Rose Lover. ♥

Under the rain.

2010-02-06T04:09:00.002+08:00

I just wanna walk under the rain once more..

Without an umbrella..just like without a rely.

Without anyone with me..just like being once alone.

Step by step on the watery ground..

Sound of dropping rain from up to down..

The pain inside started to get cure slowly..just like it..

Running under the rain to throw out all emotional inside me.
With rain and also with tears..
Aim goals in the same time to brighten up my life.

Walking slowly under the rain to feel the calmness of mine.
Try to stay steady on any ways of mine with smiles or tears.
Believe in self and go through the holes.

Jumping on the watery ground..Feel the joy and wild of me.
All the laughter around and the sweety candys..
Sweethen my heart and smiles.

Standing to wait for rain fall to make me wet and so

I hear the voices of else where that makes stories everywhere..
Stand still and stand it all the tough of life.
Strong in heart and self..Plus

Allways send knowledge to nerves systems.
And start to work even better.

Life is hard and complicated.

Start it from every 0 level to max til end of the days.

Blur version of mine is just so beautiful but clear version is reality.

Life with full of colours without reality world might work differently.

So lets start running,walking,jumping or just standing

Under The Rain.

To feel the changes of life.

Randomness.

2010-02-05T01:29:00.004+08:00

Alright.Finally I have the chance to get some words to type for a post.

Somehow,I still don't get what's in my mind anyway.

I had worked for a month.Hours,minutes and seconds of a month flies pass quickly.Different things always happened in different way. I just have to accept it that way.Few days before had gave me a lot of nightmares. Of course,I did get rid of it smoothly.But drawing a straight line without ruler will not be that neat and straight that we've thought.

Hostel management was not easy to handle but communicate with some of them will eventually makes me more and more frustrated.

Even how tough this job is, I won't let it go so easily.

First time of having such good experience,I really appreciate it in some ways.

But it also gonna meant that I starting give up of something else/or just meant that I'm gonna change my mind this time seriously.

Random me won't decide things so quickly still.I started to don't get myself and even others.

I'm not emo now but just express what's my feeling lately.

Met up with dear Ke Jun last few days ago at Pasar Malam. She looked fine and still gentle like she used to be. Her haircut was surprised me that day but of course she still look good in it.

Both of us were walked around the pasar malam and went for dinner too.

We were chated about working life. How reality this world is?! How colourful the sky is?!

And she quoted that :

“人看多了现实的世界,做事才会踏实一点。”

When people understands more how reality the world is,then they will work practically.

I was agreed about it. We shared working experience with joy. Miss her a lot seriously now.

We promised to each other that we'll try to meet up when she got off. =)

I was wondering why is it the moon changes to like such weird colour?!

Some people thought of MAYBE soon to be end of the world. LOL.

I remembered there's once,the pembuli/pengacau Kah Chen message me about stars.About stars,I was really in love on stars when I was a kid and by that time, Kah Chen was my pet brother.He was reminding about stars actually. I almost forgot that feeling of in love on it.

The shinning ones on the sky was giving me a feeling of hope whenever I looked at it.

We were talked about changes of the world. I knew changes were not that bad maybe good sometimes. A person changes to be more motivated. A country changes to be more advanced. The world changes to be even better Maybe?

There's always good comes after bad right? I just hope things to be better.

Oh ya,I just wanna remind that forgetful gor about outing.

"You should be bringing me and jie for dinner right after CNY?That you had promised me. Make sure it works this time kay?! If not,you belanja. HEHEE! "

Still I wondering what if....?

What if its really true?

What if its really a lie?

But who knows after all.

Things might go on different ways.

I'm sorry,darling.

I made you disappointed again.

I can't promise that there's no more again.

But I've promise to organise another gathering nicely.

Working life ○ Emo. =X

2010-01-22T01:37:00.005+08:00

I've been busy on my working life. Almost everyday OT.

So what all of you trying to think now? Since when Sureen so hardworking?!

LOL. Don't think that way kay?People will change.

Sureen now really change like hardworking bit. Hehee..

Since my working place is soo freaking near my house,9.50am leave home,10.00am reach.

But I still don't change my habit to reach there late bit. =P

Its been a week plus,I'd working with that company.

Honestly,I don't regret to choose that company.. I don't,I'm serious.

They treat me really fine and quite nice.

I have my own working table,room,and almost everything I need there. Sounds nice huh?

What I really did there was phone calls,filing,acc.stuff and some others more..

Actually all of that are about college student's hostel management.

I don't do bank-in stuff but my job more on communication part.

Everything was quite okay but the difficult part its when received complains or the parents calls. Might caused some conflicts. =/

That was really hard to handle as I'm not totally understand the whole management from the beginning.

Working life is not like what I've thought.

Wondering busy time would cover off my boredom?! But not really.

Its like even more rushing on works and more to understand people.

Working life gives me different emotional like each day different.

Sometimes mad,sometimes frustrated,sometimes neutral and sometimes even boring.

Its quite lifeless maybe I'm not really used to it on this kind of life.

I'm soo hoping to go college or wherever to just study. Envy those who studying weii~

I just realise I'm out of no where,I'm TOTALLY lost in the hoods.

I'm unsure what am I really aiming for? As business,that's the only part I've thought of.

Its really common for this world about business. Too common huh?!

I dint try to look even further than that as I thought business will lead me better.

Because I've been used to it on management part.

But now when people ask me what am I aiming for all the while? What is my ambition?

I don't even know my ambition.I don't even know what am I aiming for?

So now I've decide not to think of business but others seriously before I regret.

NOT business but maybe psychology or mass communication or others.

I should stay alone for a while to think what am I suppose to do next for my future.

God,please send me a guardian angel for me or just show me the way.

Let me show you my working life. =X

My messy working table.

*I'll always clean it up before leave office. *

Face numbers numbers numbers.. @.@

In charge of all these files..Actually more than these. :(

Long long list to go.

Emo-ing. =/

Yun was back to the town.

2010-01-17T03:30:00.003+08:00

12.1.2010. ♥

This was the date that Yun finally wanted to date with us.

She was real busy arranging for her schedule anyway.We don't mind..Hehee..

She back to town with not just her body and shocking news,real shocking one.

LOL.So we planned to have breakfast somewhere nearby my house and my working place.

Kelana Mall's Old Town was the best choice.

My driver of that day,Chanel Ng Sue Wan terlupa to put alarm clock.Almost overslept.

Luckily I called her. Hmm..Then I knew Eli. actually planned to bully me at first.

But then because of LDP road traffic jam.They managed to reach there later than us.

Dint meet up with Eli. and Chanel nearly a month already.
Tracey Ooi couldnt make it with us that day. I miss her.

She banyak busy with her stuff these days I guess.
Should plan something to surprise her some day when I'm free.

Eli. changed her hairstyle already..More girlish liao..Hehee.
Chanel,no difference I guess. Still got so many appointments. Lol.

Wenz,I can always find time to meet her. Hope she feel stress-free everyday.

Yun looked bit different already.She looked more happier than before.

Looked girlish than before.Stared more at her handphone than before. =X

So all of us had a really nice breakfast that day.
And of course,I dint really late to work that day. =D

Next plan is Steamboat dinner at Sunway with them again but without Chanel Ng.
She,busy being a working woman that time.

She said we eat banyak slow because she wanted to have supper with us. =[

We went Yuen Steamboat Restaurant to have dinner. Too Bad! Chanel missed it.

Last destination of that night was Desa Park City to jalan-jalan.

I dint realise Desa Park City has such a nice park there.

I should go there some time with my friends if I still remember the way to go there.

We were actually went there like to discover the playground only. LOL.

Anyway,its quite fun.These days,kids are really soo lucky lahh..

We took some pictures there with Wenz's camera. =P

Had the whole day fun with Yun. I missing it.
Hope to see her beginning of March. Miss you,Yun! =)

Pictures of that day.

1st Target : - Shi Yun and Elizabeth.

LOL. I don't think Yun realise I took this! She looked soo cute! =D

2nd Target: - Elizabeth and Mua.

I know Its you,Wenz. You stalk us,We stare you. Lol.

I'm way up up high! Wee~! Yun buat apa tu?! Huh?

Yun,Eli and Mua. =)

Group picture,TAKE ONE!

Group picture,TAKE TWO!

Mua and my beloved one,Wenz.

End Post.

P.S - I'm sorry,my dear readers.I was quite busy with my job recently.
I have to OT almost everyday. So I'll update my bloggie late.
Do you people check out something different with my bloggie these days?!
Do you people see an animated-heart icon there right beside my bloggie website?
It's cute right. Heheee.. Thanks to Kah Hoo for helping to do that.
Stay Tuned for more updates,kay?! =)

♥ Heart You!

My exciting weekend.

2010-01-11T01:46:00.004+08:00

9.1.2010, the 9th day of first month of the year 2010.

Its Saturday,the day I suppose not to go working but rest at home.

I went there for OT. Maybe they gave some easy work for me.

I just finished it in 30 minutes then I walk back home as usual.

Its been three days I working at that Real Estate company.

Still wondering how is it going on next few days/weeks or months?!!

Maybe I'll find something different or something really new to me?

After work,my mum fetched me to 1Utama to get some stuff. Haha.. xD

I just soo in love to KitsChen shop recently. I haven get some accessories for myself yet.

We went back around 5pm so I have to get prepared for my class dinner.

Class dinner at Ming Tien Taman Megah around 7pm.

12 of us attend the dinner only..others fly away i guess?!

It's quite bad luck that it was raining by that time.

And it was soo troublesome for all of us to get a better place without any licking of rainwater there.

My dear Jo Yee was there,turned to be more girlish already.Her hair was distracted me.

Envy her! I gonna highlight my hair soon enough near Chinese New Year if i found the suitable colour for me seriously.

There's some bees around her too. Maybe her love life gonna start soon? LOL.

Being " Mark Dai Lou" of the day, she quite suffer but I dont understand why. Hahaa.

Dear Teng working by that time so she can't make it. I really miss her. =[

I think the next date with Jo Yee and Teng will be organise by Jo Yee. Hope that it works.I can't wait for it,Jo Yee! Cepattt...

My girl gang a.k.a darlings, Melody,Ke Jun,Yin Wei,Yee Man went there too but missing one,Yi Ching ffk?

Quite disappointed lahh left one more. Haizz..

Dint meet all of them really a month already right?!Ke Jun and Yee Man started working already.

Yin Wei going Taylors for SAM programme. Melody..Hmm..busy at home? Yi Ching worked also I guess?

Ya Jen , Su Laine , Jonathan , Daniel , Justin and Sheng Hui went too.

Still wondering why Gloria dint make it? I miss her smiles. =)

We was pindah tempat more than twice that day because of raining.

Went Ming Tien then change place to VIP room then Secret Recipe then Ming Tien again but only left me,Melody,Jo Yee and Yee Man.

We went there for last supper of the day. Satay,Grill fish,Fried Oyster and a dessert. SUPER FULL.

I'd bad luck again before I go home.But luckily that time,I called my mum to fetch me.

My favourite shoe spoilt because of the rain. I walked too much on the rainwater I guess.

The gathering makes me miss my dears and darlings even more. =[

Darling Yin Wei and mua. ♥

Mua and Darling Ke Jun. ♥

Darling Melody and mua. ♥

Mua and Dear Jo Yee. ♥

10.1.2010. The "ten one twenty ten" day.

Went education fair with Melody,Daniel and Victor.

Went food court for lunch. The pasta was not bad. =D

Then went education fair. First,Taylor then HELP then INTI then SEGI then Sunway.

It makes me more and more interest on ADP [American Degree Programme].

International Business&Marketing or Marketing&Management?

HELP has a offer for ADP to Southern New Hampshire University.

I can get a chance to get major for business and minor for psychology or maybe mass comm.

I need to think and arrange everything properly with my dad.

Honestly,maybe I keep aiming business but not others and it started making me feel bored about it.

Next aim might be Mass Communication. OR not Law? Engineering? Science?

Somehow,I realise I lack of time for that. But I have to appreciate all time now.

I need to go for working..getting Undang very soon..Arrangement for National Service..

Most probably I'll ask my dad to bring me to the main office of NS to settle some stuff.

If going HELP College,I'll arrange to go NS for a few weeks only then get into college.

Need time..time..time..time..time..to think about it.

After edu. fair,we walked around and met with Dan. cousin and his aunt.

Daniel left us and went home. So we walked around and decided to watch movie.

Decided to watch "Alvin and Chipmunks 2". *I'm outdated already. =[ *

Alvin - the naughty one , Simon - the smart one and lastly, Theodero - the adorable one.

After movie,had dinner at the food court again then back to Mel's house.

Sat on the sofa watched drama but my mind still flowing with words of "ADP","HELP","TAYLOR"..

Cannot stop thinking of that lahh seriously. Can't wait to go for new life probably.

P.S - Keep coughing since after the class dinner. It makes me feel bad. =[

I miss you my dears and darlings. ♥